This meme made me depressed

4.Do you Drink?          

To many bad memories

5.Do you take drugs?    

Refer to 4

6.Age you get mistaken for    

College student

7.Have Tattoos?                

not yet

8.Want any tattoos?                

9.Got any Piercings?              

nope

10.Want any Piercings?              

maybe ears

11.Best friend?            

hell if I know

12.Relationship status      

fuck people

14.Biggest turn offs

For some reason, and don't hate me, red hair and pale skin. Always have, don't know why. Kinda hate myself for itfiajfdlakjdglka

15.Favorite Movie

Oh God, Rise of the Guardians and The Hunger Games and Silver Linings Playbook

16.I'll love you if            

you love me, and are not super creepy. Simple as that. 

17.Someone you miss         

my friends

18.Most traumatic experience 

Things involving alcohol, my brothers friend when I was little, and marijuana. Or learning about how long my mom has to live

19.A fact about your personality           

I consider myself two people. That's why I talk to myself all the time. Seriously, ask any of my friends.

20.What I hate most about myself    

Everything. I hate myself more than you can even imagine.

21.What I love most about myself              

Thick beats, sweet voices, and edge. 

22.What I want to be when I get older              

And happy writer, with a happy family, and a happy life, which will probably never happen.

23.My relationship with my sibling(s)  

Horrible. I really wish we were on good terms, and I've tried to be better about things, but I'm still horrible. One of the things I hate most about myself. 

I love them, but we have a very strained relationship

25.My idea of a perfect date    

Hell if I know. Bioshock Infinite?

26.My biggest pet peeves                 

Bad Grammar

28.A description of the person I dislike the most     

I know that he's better now, but I'll never be able to see him the same way again. Knowing a member of your nuclear family is in jail, and that's why he's gone, is something that is hard to get over. People asked me about him so much last year, I wanted to hurt so many people. That was a really hard year for me.

29.Ever lied to a friend?               

Who hasn't?

30.What I hate the most about work/school         

I have to face people that I love, but that hate, or don't care about me back. Or worst, forget. 

31.What my last text message says        

I barely use my phone. 

32.What words upset me the most                 

I hate you. 

33.What words make me feel the best about myself    

When someone my age calls me pretty, or says that my writing is good

34.What I find attractive in women 

I LIK BOWYS

35.What I find attractive in men          

Eyes, humor, and some body

36.Where I would like to live              

37.One of my insecurities    

38.My childhood career choice                              

I wanted to our horses until I was about seven, then I realized that I was a writer. 

39.My favorite ice cream flavor           

A quiet, kind, considerate person. That's also super hot and cute and pretty

41.Where I want to be right now    

anywhere else.

43.Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately           

My friend

44.A random fact about anything                        

45. Fetishes?                                                          

GROSS

46. Features your embarrassed about.             

Yah